Jenny (the rough demos)

by Lucas Buck

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This is a rough collection of some of my songs that I will be re-recording for an actual album.

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released 09 February 2012

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tags: alternative alternative rock pop popindie rock rough demo singer-songwriter New York

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Track Name: Feelings
i've got feelings
deep inside
i might use them today

but my heads numb
from your cold
how'd you let it end this way?

i don't know anymore
what the hell we're fighting for
cause i've got feelings
i've got feelings, feelings

through the good times
through the bad
i've got them all boxed away

please don't leave me
stay the night
let these feelings, let these feelings

i don't know anymore
what the hell we're fighting for
cause i've got feelings, feelings
i've got feelings, feelings
Track Name: Our Lives Lately (demo)
LUKE:
I go to work
And I can't wait 'til I come home again
'Cause I am gonna have some fun again
Playing with my videogames

I go to sleep
And I can't wait 'til I wake up again
Cause I am gonna have some fun again
Playing with my videogames

Why has Call of Duty
Become so sexy to me?
I like to play it on my big screen TV.
I used to go out to parties
Now I go online with game dweebs.
I miss girls...

MADDIE:
He goes to work
And I can't wait 'til he comes home again
'Cause we can go outside and have fun again
But then he plays his stupid games

He used to love to cook me dinners
And go for long walks in the park
But now its just the two of us together
...I miss my mom.

LUKE:
Why has Call of Duty
Become so sexy to me?
I like to play it on my big screen TV
I used to go out to parties
Now I go online with preteens.
I miss girls...

Out on this cruise, she says,
"Oh god I never want to come home again!
'Cause here I laugh all day and have fun again!
Let him have his fucking games"

MADDIE:
He used to love to cook me dinners
And go on long walks in the park
But now its just the two of us together
.... I miss my mom.

LUKE:
Why has Call of Duty
Become so sexy to me?
I like to play it on my big screen TV
I used to go out to parties
Now I go online with game dweebs...
I miss girls....
I miss girls....
Track Name: I Don't Wanna Be Alone Tonight (demo)
You and I, we have always been just friends
and now I feel something more is happenin',
So please don't leave me here, I need you now.

Another place and another time
I know you'd be the first to cross that finish line.
Cause baby can't you see, how good we'd be?

I don't wanna be alone tonight.
I keep saying everything's alright,
but deep inside I know they're only lies
I need someone to hold onto.

Sure there were times when I wanted you,
But know I know that you want me too.
Please baby say to me I'm not too late.

Cause I was there when you needed me the most.
Not your friends and not some holy fucking ghost.
Can't you see me here? I need you now.

Cause I don't wanna be alone tonight.
I keep saying everything's alright,
but deep inside I know they're only lies.
I need someone to hold onto.
Track Name: Nothing's Changed (demo)
i don't remember how this got started
i can't stop thinking about the end
there were plans that we made
there was a life that we laid
look at me nothings changed

i can't make you love me
and i can't make you see
nothings changed within me
somethings changed within you
come on baby you know
why else would you have gone?

we were perfect when we started
a perfect mess at the end
cause there were things you have done
you can never undo
but now baby thats on you

i don't think you really loved me
i don't think you'll ever see
somethings changed within you
nothings changed within me
come on baby you know
why else would you have gone?
Track Name: Would You Talk To Me If I Was Famous? (demo)
If I left now would you hear me leave?
You haven't noticed much of me lately.

I'd call you up excited and hope you want me to,
but all I ever hear from you is silence.

Would you talk to me if I was famous?
Maybe I'd be worth it to you then?

I've always been bad at things ending.
What will it take to make you hear me?

Would you talk to me if I was famous?
Maybe I'd be worth it to you then?

But you never knew me,
And you never cared.
The things I do know I do for myself
You never knew me,
And you never cared.
You never cared.
No you never cared.
Track Name: Hold On
You've been gone
for so long.
I forget what its like to hold you in my arms.

Yesterday
You had said
that you loved me but today that love is dead.

Then everything slows down.
I used to say, "Slow down."

Still I can hold on tightly to you.
I hold on tightly to you.
I hold on tightly to you.
Do you hold onto me too?

I can see
that it wasn't me,
it was yourself you're trying to leave.

I know people come
and people go,
but I didn't think I would feel so alone.

And everything comes down,
because you said, "Slow down..."

Still I can hold on tightly to you.
I hold on tightly to you.
I hold on tightly to you.
Do you hold onto me too?
Track Name: Mistakes
I can't listen to a word you say
Single word you say.

'Cause you have told me so many lies,
I should leave you far behind
And so I've tried.

But you have planted these roots inside my mind
And there they've died.

Well I can't teach you right from wrong
And I can't trust you when I'm gone
So I'm gone.

These mistakes that we have made,
I will take them to my grave, to my grave

If I've made mistakes then I
Will pay for them when I've got time
You're on my time.

You have planted these thoughts inside my mind
And there they'll die.

I can't teach you right from wrong
And I can't trust you when you're gone
So I'm gone.

These mistakes that we have made
I will take them to my grave, to my grave

If I've made mistakes then I
Will pay them when I've got time
You're on my time
Track Name: NYE05
Tonight this house is on fire
I see those flames dance in your red hair
We've done this dance way too often
But not as often as I'd care to

Its almost 12, I look to find you
You're waiting in your underwear

This moment came on way too slowly
You had to call out my name
Tomorrow's coming way too soon
We were tired of this game

This morning this house is still on fire
I feel those embers in your hair
I've got 4 hours until your gone
But I can't find the words
And I don't have the time
To tell you all these things that I've been feeling deep inside

Last night had come on way too slowly
And then you called out my name
This morning's gone away too soon
You were tired of this game
Last night all happened way too quickly
I made you call out my name
This moment went away too soon
You were tired of this game

But I want to play your game
I want to play your game...
Track Name: Sleep (demo)
I can't sleep at night
It doesn't feel right
Without your arms around me

And I am holding you close
We're nose to nose -
I know its only in my mind

But I've tried to find
That place deep inside
Where I'll remember always

All of the places we'd go
When we were alone
And you would hold me through the night...

I will not wake, from this dream I have made
Where you are still mine

And I will not wake, I choose this dream
Because you're still with me

I can't sleep at night
It doesn't feel right
Without your arms around me

And I'm holding you close
Nose to nose
I am holding on to you tight.
Track Name: Alone (demo)
Tomorrow's my birthday, but tonight I'll be alone.
I've missed you more this time then I could ever have known.
It washes over me; I'm drowning in your sea.
There's some piece of you that you broke off inside of me.

How can I say all the things I need to say,
when I know you'll never hear them?
Because you left me here to pick up all this shit alone,
while I know you're out there with him.

Tomorrow's my birthday and I know you're not alone.
The things you've said to me I wish that I had never known.
You're cresting over waves of human decency.
Tomorrow for my birthday I just wish you would set me free,
and let me be.

So I can say all these things I need to say,
even though you'll never hear them.
Because you left me here to pick up all this shit alone,
and I know you're out there with him,
but I'm alone.